please ignore this

okay...i am not going to freak, i am not going to freak, i am not going to freak, this is no big deal i can handle it i am okay i am not going to freak out oh shit oh shit oh shit oh shit come on drugs where are you kick in goddammit (i just spent too long trying to figure out how to spell that) kick in now sick husband no big deal you're okay it's okay please don't freak out don't freak out i am not going to freak i won't i won't i won't i won't i won't i am freaking shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit no no no no no no no no i am okay please help me i don't i can't i don't i can't shit shit please calm down em please calm down i am fucked please calm down please please oh fuck oh fuck don't do this why do i do this why do i why why do i do this i can't handle it i don't understand fuck fix it fix it oh shit run run run run runrunrunrunrunrunrun oh dear god no please more drugs (no more drugs em give these time to work) they haven't worked yet (they will it's been 30 seconds) oh crap i'm cold i think maybe i need some help how do you get help for this?????

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